Numb.

I have SO much to be thankful for in this last week. And yet I feel like I’m drowning. 

Husband was in a wreck. Truck was totaled. He’s ok, and it could have been much worse. 

Still nothing from my brother. It’s my moms birthday today, and her baby boy wants nothing to do with any of us. I look at my son and my heart is shattered for her. I just can’t imagine. And I want to strangle him for it. 

Leaving Wednesday to go see my grandma. I doubt she’ll know who I am. She may. I hope. Trying to mentally prepare yourself for that breakdown is impossible. 

God, I’m so tired….

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